fate.

fate. dalam bahasa melayu, takdir. satu istilah yang mungkin tak semua orang boleh terima. apa yang aku nak share ni, something yang buat aku terkedu untuk tempoh seminggu ni. dan bila difikir balik, sebak rasanya. orang kata, "malang tak berbau". dalam entri sblm ni aku ada share pasal jari aku yg injured tu.. alhamdulillah.. skarang dah okay. aku dah boleh makan pakai tangan, aku dah boleh guna jari tu..

beberapa minggu lepas, aku teruja bila salah sorg kawan aku dan juga classmate aku time form 5 telah berumah tangga. semoga berbahagia la yek. syok je tgok dorg.. muda-muda da kahwin. something yg rare laa bagi aku, umo sama ngn aku tapi dah ber"Puan" .. haha. tapi... bukan kahwin masa umo ini saje yg mengejutkan aku.. "zaman sekarang ni orang tak amek kelapa tua, orang amek kelapa muda"

minggu lepas, aku menerima satu berita yang mengejutkan. seorang kawan aku, classmate aku swaktu darjah 5, meninggal dalam eksiden motor, jam 2 pagi. aku taklah rapat sangat dgn dia.. tapi aku hargai setiap insan yang hadir dlm hidupku sbgi kawan. dan aku tktau la dia pun ingt aku ke tak, tapi bg aku, slagi aku kenal dia, dia kawan aku, dan ape2 yg terjadi padanya.. aku terasa. sedih, aku takleh bayang. umur sebaya aku sudah pergi utk selamanya.. ajal maut di tangan Tuhan. semoga dia bahagia di sana.

semalam, satu lagi berita, seorang kawan aku eksiden. alhamdulillah, dia masih hidup. cuma, kecederaannya agk parah, bahagian kanan mukanya retak, dan mungkin akan dioperate. yg ni plg menyedihkan bg aku. sbb kali ni, bkn kawan yg biasa, tp kawan yg boleh aku pnggil sahabat. sahabat aku sejak form 4, smpai matrik, dan smpai skrg. seorang yg menghiburkan, sntiasa positif, hensem, itu semestinya, haha. 

slps aku dpt berita dia eksiden, mlm smlm aku terus call dia,, dapat dgar suara dia, aku lega. tapi.. agak sedih bila aku dgar suara dia yg sayu, tak ceria sprti selalu. seperti selalunya, bila aku call dia, suaranya riang, melawak, ketawa.. tp smlm, suara dia bgai org yg tak bermaya.. tapi takpe, asalkan dia slamat. aku bersyukur. 

begitu mudah kemalangan.. ajal maut, semua di tangan Tuhan. kita kene sentiasa bersedia. boleh jadi lepas aku publish post ni, nyawa aku terus dicabut. boleh jadi mlm ni aku tidur, terus tidur untuk slamanya. siapa tahu.

belajarlah seperti kamu akan hidup untuk selamanya, dan beramal lah seperti kamu akan mati esok.

lame.

heyaho ~! wassup guys ! aahhhh ... i just can't sleep well tonight so i turn on my laptop and do some stuff. facebook; done. dota; done. and i still kinda lack of stuff to do. then it just came out like a bulb, ting! "hah, blogger!". so i came here. and yet, after a few minutes i stuck without any shit to do. haha. but then i have something, something that me me feel like, ergh... what the hell.. why? that question keeps repeating itself.

i guess this time would be long, so you guys better get ready. and i have the feeling that this time would be much bad words... really bad... so, under 18.. don't continue your reading okay? shuh shuh :D

it's about something hot fresh and it getting famous today. ijat syafiq. have you heard that name? i already saw his name more than ten times today in facebook.

this guy... with his idiot jerk friends had done something to a class monitor. orang melayu cakap buli la...kes buli.. and the video now had been all over the country, facebook, youtube. i'd take a moment watching the video, they purposely record it, and there's a boy with full school uniform- tuck in, with bag such a nerd or maybe and then being beaten by two or three other boys. the most awkward moment when they pose in front of camera act strong i think. i don't bother any other feelings except this.

what do you they feel, being a group get to beat the boy, kick like a pro tomoi, punch on his head, the boy, the one who alone and helpless and can do nothing... what the hell are you thinking dude? you want to show to the world that you strong enough? you proud you can beat that boy? you feel so strong? unbeatable? invulnerable? DID YOU THINK YOU PROVED YOUR STRENGTH BY BEATING THAT BOY LIKE THAT?? screw you asshole ! that is the most weak move you made, if you think about it. hit someone that can't fight back? come'on , is that you call strong? man? that is the most small-dick-move i ever seen. you better hit the wall, for sure it will not fight back. you dare? or if you really want to show how strong you are, get in the ring and beat the rock or john cena or undertaker or any other wrestler that whole world knew already that they strong dude !!

[LAME]

then i remember something i ever read before. it said "stupidity has no limit". yeah, it's really suits to that gang. such an asshole.

btw a few hours ago, i play dota online in garena like always. it's usual y'know in every game i played must have a person that 'lansi kaki'. kuat lansi la maksudnye... what? you don't know what is lansi? have you heard this line, "lu lansi lu mati" ?? haha, sorry i have no time to explain that. so, in that game, there's a person that i mentioned. lansi. he spoke in bahasa. err...okay. he kept says something like make him sounds like a gangster. then he mentioned bout this ijat syafiq. "gua anta anak buah gua sorang je ijat syafiq abes la lu orang". he didn't ever sounds like joking or kidding but more like annoying. kept saying those stuff..

i don't give a fuck to know about him, but i just wonder.. people like this also exist in this world?? they proud with all what they've done wrong.  they feel strong having such a gang can beat people what so ever. i remember his sentences, "kau jangan smpai aku bagi lutut ngn siku kat muka kau"... then i said, "dia ingat dia sorang je ada lutut ngn siku". then he said, "aku bagi sekali je, baru kau kenal tinggi langit ngan bumi" .. wahaha ! i laught at that. such a stupid sonuvabitch. i keep wondering...what does he feel saying like that?? he thought people would, "wooo...sori bang,,saya tak berniat..xpe nanti saya melutut kat kaki abang. abang amek la sume harta saya".. like that??? little brat.

haaahhhh.. what a day. so lesson of today. there are many types of people around the world. maybe i just still shock by meeting those kind of people. i persuade myself, relax bro, they just ordinary human being that made mistakes. but i can't stop ask myself, why do you do that??? what do you want people respond from that? what do you feel by doing that??

argh...fuh... phew... in... out.... in.... out...
i guess it just that. i have no more words to describe all of that. soo... have a nice day. don't do stupid things. use your brain and mind wisely. be a good human being. good luck in your life. chow !




urm.. someone asked me, why you write in english? y'know, i can't figure out how long this post would be if i use bahasa because there's too much words in my mind to describe bout those jerks !!

victory.

yeah yeah .. what a day !
the most precious, enjoyable, meaningful 24 hours of my lifetime !
it's not such a big thing, but since it's the very first time, so I marked as the very unforgettable memories.

what is it, dude?! it's dota competition! it just held here in my college organised by a organization that they call themselves "ajk cluster". it's kinda interesting and i'm totally holy excited with that event. so I made a team with my friends as we often play together every weekend under the name "fff" which is stand for fuckingfastfinger. actually I got the name somewhere else but I think it doesn't matter huh I borrow the name just for this small tournament.

ezra, jackson pang, wan and zuhdi... yeah! that's my team! and myself, gamers here doesn't call my name, they call me "dirty". it's a very long story how i got that name. but just to know, everyone know me as "dirty" ! muahaha..sounds like a pro huh? you have to believe it!

the competition was in two stages; group standing and knockout phase (semi-final and final). and there's only 2 prizes to be won; "king of time" which is the winner is the most shortest or fastest game end among all games, and "king of match" in other word win at final. so our team get through the group standing without even lose a game! kinda easy i think @@

then we went to semi-final versus the team by name "noobies". and we won it :)
and the moment that all had been waited, THE FINAL versus "OuterHeaven". the final was in rounds (games). if the first round we won, then 2nd round lose, so the 3rd to decide the winner. but what a lucky or maybe our team are definitely pro, we won for the first and second round!!! i didn't expect it would be that easy. and we won the competition! woohoo !!!

we won the "king of match" however the "OuterHeaven" take the "king of time" as they have the fastest game which ends in 14 minutes during group standing. my team even tried to break the record, but we didn't make it, we just made it for 17 minutes.

its ok. we still won! and today, when I go outside take a walk, some of people say hi to me, "woi, I heard that 'dirty' bully in final!" ...haha, now im getting famous :DD

still, im gonna miss that moment, my friends. my teammate. everything that happen at that time. it's totally unforgettable. since less than one month we gonna end our study here, and sure we'll be separated through every state, as some of us from johor, kedah, and i'm from selangor.. sad case.

guys... ezra, jackson pang, wan, zuhdi, irfan, saiful, rhude, aairy, hadi and everyone that were there during the competition..if you reading this, whenever it is... i miss you guys :) whenever you guys play dota or dota 2 or LoL or HoN ...remember me, "dirty" :DD

switch.

hurm ...
such a long time since this blog remained silence without a post.
hehe ~
something changed huh? i have a lot to post, they just stuck in my mind. wait my fingers in good mood to type all those stuff okay.
and...since i met my ms. cadburry, i guess, i'd like to write everything now in english :)
erm, maybe not everything, but most.
so, see ya :)